Feb 4. Lost another day. I'm PMSing and craving shit I've gone nearly 4 weeks without. This is stupid. Hormones are stupid. I have lost maybe 5 lbs in a month. I'm so frustrated with my body.
Having a panic attack at the amount of work I have to do. woke up with my neck hurting in a bad way. haven't been in a sexy mood for a very long time. I'm on day 30 of my cycle so hopefully I start soon, but dammit I thought I would have had my period before I went back to school. Now I've got to deal with the first week on it.
School starts on Tuesday and I'm still not caught up with my work. Today is day 12 of the new year and I've done nothing to improve myself, keep my strength. I was doing a transcript today and the company Viome was mentioned. I'm thinking about getting a test done when I get some extra money. I need a daily checklist. I love the idea of a bullet journal, but seriously someone has got to set that shit up for me. did you fascia blast today? did you whiten your teeth today? did you brush your teeth today? did you do something to strenghten your body today? I fucking forget. I literally don't think about this shit for days and then I'm like; damn. I wanted to do that thing. that I didn't do.
Haven't crafted in three days. Not because I haven't been able to. Just haven't wanted to. The only thing I've done this time off is cross stitch, nothing else. Would have liked to worked on my crochet blanket, but I just never felt like it. Got acupuncture today. It was interesting. she did the acupuncture, and some cupping. and I bought some foot soak stuff to do later.
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