17/365

No school again today. Still with the headaches and neck pain. Still with the procrastination to work. Still haven't done anything to workout.

You know how some people "pick a word" for the year? Like, how do you even go about doing that? it seems like people will meditate on the word for a few weeks before the end of the year or something. I don't know how the hell they pick that stuff out. seriously, I wouldn't know what word to pick for me.

but it seems like the universe has been trying to hit me upside the head with a word, and I've heard it whispered a few times. and I'm almost too afraid to acknowledge it because then I might have to do it. But "speak" is my word. "Use your voice" is the instruction with the word. I have a tendency to back out of conversations, to shirk away from the hard conversations, to not get involved with anything that can be construed as a conflict of opinion or something that forces me to express my opinion in a way that's different than anyone else in the conversation. Seems like I'm supposed to remedy that this year. I guess i"ll have to learn to be diplomatic.